I dot a code... I want my... to be left alone... well, not completely!
So is it wrong of me to want my mom, to want my friends, to want my buddies to WANT to be with me, but I don't want them here? I'm going to chalk that narcissistic leaning to the fact that my head is clogged and I'm not in my right mind.
ALSO, Is it wrong of me to begin to favor fresh (and I mean with the whole orange) screwdrivers in place of breakfast (and lunch)? I've discovered the best drink EVER... and it makes me feel better. I take ZipFizz from Costco, it's got a whole bunch of Vit B in it, an orange, some honey, cashews, grated ginger (the real stuff), coconut milk (frozen in ice cube trays) and ice cubes AND... and here's the kicker! Sweet Ginger Vodka from Bendistillery. Might I say YUMMM and I am getting my Vit C and liquids! :-) win/win/win!!
In the shower this morning (and this is why this is a blog and not a facebook post!) I blew something out of my nose that if it came from any other bodily orifice, would have had a heartbeat. Not to get po
litical, but when it comes to things coming out of my nose, I am NOT right to life! Washed that crud right down the drain!
Over 14 months ago, I let the paper, Douglas County News, slide into oblivion. It was the best decision then, and now. I was able to spend time with my mom and family as she slipped from time to eternity, and I'm now able to support myself and my future.
There are a few pieces of the paper that I miss. Getting into events for free is certainly one of them. Mattering is another (though I'm getting past that one!). Having Things To Do is one, sort of... NOT having to do things when I don't want to is a benefit of now vs. then. But one of the biggest things I miss is not writing the Kerfuffle every week... I don't know if this will be weekly. It may be quite a bit more honest than the original Kerfuffle was...we'll see how much of a workout the "delete key" gets.
But for now, let the games begin.
